Why Are We Still Confused?

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 “But Peter ran to the tomb. When he bent over to look inside, he saw only the linen cloth. Then he returned home, wondering what had happened.”

- Luke 24:12 CEB -


Often we feel like we need to get it. We need to get it quickly. The pressure is on. The test seems to be in front of us. And yet sometimes it just doesn’t make sense.

Often when we talk about God, it feels like we have to have all the answers now. We need to know exactly what God is about, exactly what God is doing now.

And yet this is why I love Peter in the Gospel of Luke! Jesus dies, the disciples mourn, and then suddenly something happens that third day when the women go to the tomb. They come back and tell the disciples that Christ is risen but none of them believe them. It feels as if they are talking nonsense. Peter even decides to run to the tomb himself. And even then he returned home wondering.

Sometimes I think that at times this is all God wants or needs of us. God just wants us to leave possibility in our minds. Wondering about what God could really be up to. Wondering if God really does exist. Wondering if God could be doing something in this moment. We have time to figure it out. God will slowly help us figure it out, but we have to start by leaving room for wonder and perhaps a little bit of confusion.

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